Wednesday Afternoon

I've been a little out of sorts lately. Depressed I think would be a good description. Everything has been going ok- I just feel very unsatisfied. Knowing that I'm going to basically be stuck in a job I'm not thrilled about for a long time is very taxing. Aaron and I have been doing well. No complaints there! (Yay!) But we had to put my cat of 10yrs down and that was crappy! The day after we did that I slept the whole day. And for the first time in my life I'm thinking maybe I should get put on some depression medication or something! But then I think if I could just get my toosh in gear and exercise some it would be better! So I'm going to try to do the natural solution first- then maybe the extra 10lbs I'm carrying around will go away too! Bonus! lol I'm going to Oregon in a week or so- and that kind of freaks me out. I can't wait to see my friend but I know it'll be sad for me too. She's got about 3 weeks left in her pregnancy- and I don't do baby showers! (I really wonder why I wanted to go!) But I have to put on my happy face and do things that I have conflicted feelings about. Ugh. I just wish happy things could come around w/ out the burden of unhappy things to accompany them. Such is life... It always gets better- Right?