I'm not feeling well today. Self induced misery. But it doesn't help that I have nothing going on at work. I literally have about 3 hours worth of work to fill up 8 hours. And I will probably have less than that tomorrow! Maybe I'll just take another vacation day...
Anyway. I found out something yesterday that is going to bother me for a while. A friend is pregnant. But its not the best time for him and his girl friend, they've been fighting and just not having a great time in the relationship, so they are considering terminating the pregnancy. It makes me sad (hence the self induced misery). And I can't tell him I think he should or shouldn't terminate because I wouldn't be the one having to live with the decision. I will always be amazed at the things that happen in this world. People who want babies and would take good care of them can't have them and people who don't want them get pregnant and either have them and don't take care of them, or they terminate a beautiful life without realizing what they could've had. It's not my place to judge what others do, I just think that it's sad for the children. They didn't do anything to deserve to be born into a less than ideal situation, or do anything not to be brought into the world. Who knows- Maybe they'll keep the little one and everything will go well. We never know what will happen. I just wish I could get pregnant with out fertility treatments, or with out the worry of knowing my little one could not make it...
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